I wish

The ocean was black,
As it looked in moonlight,
The waves making noise,
While putting up a fight.

It were the only sound,
That I would hear,
Apart from the infinite lull,
That I had to bear.

Everything seems normal,
Everything seems fine,
But the void inside remains,
Growing with time.

I wish I could float,
I wish I could fly,
Across the vast ocean,
And into the sky.

Where everything would merge,
And no void remain,
So I won't feel the pinch,
And get rid of the pain.